Christmas Rush

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Been busy shopping for gifts 3 weeks in a row.. Still have to wrap it.. 2 inaanak to go... ooppsss... forgot to buy pa for my 2 bros.. gosh.. hon.. help.. (been such a bad girl.. ayoko na gumastos) huhuhu...

Christmas Party - glamrock vs step up

GLAMROCK

I just resigned from my previous job so I wasn't able to attend our GLAMROCK themed party... though I am so anxious to go there kaso shempre my loyalty goes to my new company na.. besides baka sbihin gate crasher ako.. hahaha.. waaahhhh... i want the glamrock pa naman.. i want to look all girly kasi.. hehehe.. na mala rocker ala lady gaga... geezzz....

super miss my beautiful bffs... kat, mariel and monet..

Now, how to don STEP UP themed outfit... based from my research... here's the step up themed idea:

1. Baggy trousers or bottoms

2. Skimpy TOP

3. Accessories: WRISTBAND and CAP

4. Goodluck tin..

Tin as NEO

Hi bloggie,

Just started with my new company last week.. I am praying na sana dito na ko mag retire no.. hahaha.. mukhang magiging happy naman ako dito.. at magiging happy din sila sken no? hahaha.. and sna maging mas productive din ako... insha ALLAH..

I love my new company.. my new work.. kaya wish ko lang sana ito na di ba? haven't started my training with sir man and sir mcoy yet.. sir mcoy got married last friday.. so for sure baka next year pa kme magkita..

GOOD JOB TIN!! God gave me the skills and talent and the right job... kaya kilos ka na at mag simba... GO!! be thankful dhel for the first time, may pumirata syo.. hehehe.. kidding aside.. I really am super thankful for having a boss who really believes in my capabilities..thanks sir man and sir mcoy.. sana di ko kyo ma disappoint...

GO CONQUER THE WORLD TIN!!! mwah...

First Christmas without Mom

I super miss my mom.. This will be our 1st Christmas without her..

MAMA... i miss our monito monita.. i miss your hamonado.. i miss your lengua.. i miss your buko pandan.. I MISS YOU so much.. Our life isn't the same mama.. Why is it when you were around, life seemed so easy.. problems were considered small stuff.. not to weaken you but to strengthen you.. I miss our breakfast - lunch and dinner chikahan.. I miss shopping around with you.. I miss your lambing.. I miss seeing your face and hearing your super loud bubbly voice.. i miss seeing you dancing.. i miss hearing you laugh.. Pogi seems to know that you're not around.. he seldoms talk MAMA.. but when you were gone.. he would say mama every 4pm.. i'm not sure if POGI can see you.. or he was just used to see you home by 4pm.. made me laugh at the thought.. kasi by 4 pm.. tinetext ka na namen ni daddy ng WHERE ARE YOU? hehehe.. kasi gutom na kme... mama, super na spoiled kmeng mga naiwan mo... we love you so much ma...

Will start planning on your 1st year HOMECOMING...

Nakakalungkot... hndi pa ako nakaka bawi sa mga pang iispoiled mo sa akin ma... Kulang pa yun ma sa dami ng ginawa mo for me and the whole family...

HEAVEN HAS GAINED ANOTHER ANGEL, kaya hindi na ako dapat ma sad... MA, dalaw ka naman ulit sa panaginip ko.. kwentuhan tyo... love you...

PS pahabol sulat.. long read

Kuya made me cry... huhuhu... not because we had some petty fight.. but because he posted this CHRISTMAS SHOE vid on my fb... dedma lang ako.. but when i read his message.. i cried.. I remembered buying you black sandals and violet blouse last Christmas.. I bought it for selfish reasons... I know that you will regain back your health.. we'll be able to celebrate christmas.. you'll wear all our gifts.. i made the effort to arrange our christmas tree.. ma, pina ship ko pa yun mga christmas decors from dubai.. kasi excited ako dhel first time kong mag tatayo ng christmas tree nten sa house.. sa hotel.. ako gumagawa nun e.. we all wanted to see you, walking back again.. dancing.. singing videoke with me.. cooking your specialties.. Never sumagi sa isip ko to buy those stuff because ull meet Jesus.. I cried so much when LOLA MAY asked me to look for your gown... sabi ko... what? no!! you'll not die.. good persons like you don't die this early.. not yet.. Ma, never ko pa nakita si daddy at sila kuya umiyak... but we all did.. mama.. sakit sakit sobra... hindi kami handa... little by little ina accept ko na.. 4ever na kitang di mkikita.. only in my dreams... Ma... you are well loved... not just by your family.. but everyone who knows you.. last november 1 nga... sobrang na touch kami sa mga taong nakaka kilala syo... they have lighted the candle on your tomb.. since maulan... we asked kuya rodney to approach those kids... and their mom.. baka naligaw lang sbe ko.. but then.. they were praying for you... ma.. naiyak na naman ako... andami nag mamahal syo ma.. You're not only the best mom.. but the best teacher din... i know you are smiling now.. for what you have left is truly a legacy... nagugulat na lang kami... madami kaming nag pe pray for you mama... =)

LED TV, BB 9700, MAC notebook or IPHONE?

Hi bloggie and mama.. Started today with my new company... Kinda sad... my baby got sick... felt so guilty for not being beside her...

1 week under NEO..

I WANT TO MOTIVATE MYSELF.....

What will I get for myself next year?

If I reach my goal by February... what should I get?

LED TV? hmmm... i hate watching tv.. so i'll probably go for IPHONE4..

MOTIVATION!!! MOTIVATION!!! I NEED YOU...

House renovation? hmmm.. is not on the cards yet... 2 years from now... will work on my finances first...

Car? I'm not yet entitled for that.. Don't worry.. will get one soon... (hehehe.. Insha ALLAH)

TIN.... YOU GO GIRL!!!

parting thought: so help me God...

Bags Galore

mango

9WEST

Wihiiii....

Thanks hon... i super love it... I love you.. Mishu... mwahhh....

Gabby's 1st shoulder bag

My daughter loves using my shoulder bag.. what my super doting sis in law did... she brought Gab's 1st shoulder bag (hehehe.. si beybie talaga ang nanay ni gab)

Gabby's New Guess Collection

Got another gift from my sister in law Beybie... i xo love this girl talaga.. hahaha.. dapat sya na lang pnakasalan ko..

Thanks for buying Gabby's stuff sis...

HAPPY FEET

I used to collect shoes when I was single but now I realized I haven't splurged on shoes.. waahhh.. shop-a-holic turned frugal mom.. that's me...

Got a pair of shoe from my sis in law.. thanks beybie... love my new shoes... thanks for the gift sis.. mwah... (same kme ni bie)

and one of my fave best buy shoes... same naman kme ni ate darlene...

Lunch Date with my favorite client

Maam Malou and Sir Rudy's gift for moi =)

Had a super wonderful lunch with one of my favorite clients.

Last week, I was having a hard time notifying my clients about my abrupt resignation.. But I took risk doing so... in the end.. all is well.. hindi ko din naman sila niloko di ba? I was surprised pa nga to receive messages from them.. they were thanking me din in return.. and they were all wishing me luck..

Yesterday, I got an invitation from Maam Malou.. super nakaka touch lang talaga.. Thanks po.. brought them some christmas ham kasi super nahihiya talaga ako..

So, there..

We went to Pande Amerikana and took our dessert at Conti's...

Parting thought: BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FREE...

Gabby's latest collection

Spent 3 whole days with my inlaws.. on the 3rd day.. spent it shopping with tatay and beybie.. Thanks so much tatay and bie.. Gabby's super duper doting lolo and tita bought her 3 pair of shoes.. I bet paglaki ni gabby super shoe-a-holic na sya... hehehe...

REWIND

Hi there my bloggiebie.. Been neglecting you for quite some time now.. But here you are.. Ready to hear my musings.. my rantings.. and my never ending tralalalas.. missed you.. Kaya.. sit back and relax.. listen to what I have to say..

The last time I visited you (except this morning), I was pregnant with Gabby.. Oh, don't ask me to show you some pictures.. Coz I just might show you.. hahaha.. well.. I didn't have the chance to have my preggy shoot.. It's not that I was busy or anything.. infact I was a BIG BUM.. COUCH POTATO.. hehehe.. I looked like shrek's lovely wife, FIONA.. ewww... but anyway I really am proud to show off my swelling belly.. so... i'll post my eewwyy figure... taken by my hubby...

Yeah... I really am a one big preggy mom..

EDD is August 24, 2009..

My birthing story was really funny...

August 16, 2009 (our wedding anniversary)

... was admitted to the hospital... only to be sent back home by my OB.. reason: I only had indigestion.. my gosh.. my brother was so pissed off.. because we have to wake him up in the middle of the night.. I have to drag my sleeping mom to the hospital because I thought I was already due..

August 22, 2009

... my uncle came home from dubai.. they all came to pasig to visit me.. almost all my uncle and aunt were present.. call that the LERIT fambam team support... They went to my other tita's house to eat, drink and be merry..

Again, I spoiled the small reunion because I felt like my gabby is pushing herself out.. My cousin Joan drove back to our place with my mom.. and they brought me again to the nearest hospital.. I was in so much pain.. Again.. they sent me home because I had another indigestion.. gosh... ganun na ba ako katakaw? well.. i think yeah.. from 42 kilos naging 62 kilos ako.. Add the fact na I ate 1 gallon of ice cream when I was in Dubai.. I eat chocolate everyday pa.. Tanga lang ako.. hehehehe.. I wasn't aware na pede pala yun mag trigger ng diabetes.. So when I came home.. I have to watch my sugar level.. Ok... getting back to my hospital trip.. I was sent home again.. Meanwhile, my relatives went straight to the hospital to visit me na agad.. hahaha.. they were looking for me but the nurse had informed them na FALSE ALARM po ulit si maam tin.. wala ako sa hospital na yun.. they drove back to our place.. hayys...

August 23...

6pm.. I was doing a little exercise and praying the rosary till 8pm.. super sakit na talaga.. my brother wasn't buying my excuse this time.. at 9pm.. I was already crying.. I can't sleep.. My mom had to call my brother again and told him that it's for real na.. so another trip to the hospital.. When I came there.. 2 cm palang daw.. nagpa admit na ko.. I shouted in pain and asked them to perform cs on me instead.. kasi di ko na keri.. hahaha.. hayyys.. maloloka talaga ako.. Mom wasn't able to get some sleep because I was really loud.. I was in pain.. My ob would come in the morning pa daw..plus hndi daw nag oopen yun cervix ko.. gudluck.. by 1am.. they brought me to the OR.. ehhehe.. naiistorbo siguro sila sa ingay ko.. I was tired.. sleepy... naaalala ko lang nun may ininject yung nurse.. then I dozed off.. around 6 am.. I felt something again.. pushed hard.. and ayun na nga manganganak na pala ako.. I was totally out of it.. drained.. I heard her little wail.. and yes.. finally..

AUGUST 24..

6:15 am.. THE STAR WAS BORN

Is finally going to start a new life...

Letter for mom

Hi Ma,

Will be joining another company soon..

Happy thoughts... happy thoughts... happy thoughts.. Be positive.. Gosh.. I wish it was that easy... I really am having a hard time ma..

Ma, sorry if I failed to make you happy for the nth time.. I know you always wanted me to be the best in everything.. I really am sorry... I'm not the perfect daughter that you had in mind ma.. I thought I was.. but then, after losing you.. i am quite at a lost.. I wish I had your personality.. You always had that "READY TO TAKE ON THE WORLD" attitude. You've been a fighter up until your last breath.. I admire you ma.. I really wish that you are here with me...

Ma, I've been given a chance to work again here.. Life's treating me good.. That's a plus.. Got a good company.. good boss.. good supervisor.. good colleagues.. good pay.. But I have to push my luck somewhere else.. Pushed my luck to the limits this time ma.. I got a bigger role.. Ma, I don't know if I can handle this job. Am I ready to take on a bigger challenge? Geeezzz... This has been on my mind for more than a month now.. Ma, nahihirapan ako mag decide on my own.. in a few days, I will be moving na.. A BIGGER ROLE.. A BIGGER CHALLENGE... I hope I win this time ma.. I will make you proud.. I love you Ma..

Final thought: so help me God..